At times, it appears that circumstances past and present will improve, yet instead, they become increasingly chaotic and precarious, making the situation intolerable and suffocating. The weight of these challenges is overwhelming, and I find myself growing weary of it all. This persistent turmoil prompts introspection, leaving me to question its purpose and persistence.

I feel trapped, exhausted, and worn out from everything that's happening. It's overwhelming, and I can't help but wonder why it has to be this way.